Odin was a man who lived with me, Jason. We were the only interracial gay couple in our whole town. We lived in a small ass apartment, and had very low income. I worked as a secretary for a defense attorney named Harvey, I was still going to law school, but it was break so I needed a job that would give some insight into the business. My mother was Jewish and my father was Columbian. My boyfriend Odin was of Jamaican descent. Odin worked at a gas station. We are rather ordinary people, we have normal lives we went out to all the bars and got drunk as hell. We got drunk and angry and we fucked each other like faggots do, Hell sometimes we go to fucking Denny’s and eat. We see hate every day because of our ethnicity. I hear racist shit evry’ day like kike, spic, Christ killer, beaner, and faggot queer stinky balled Mexican. These words don’t hurt. Odin faced racism and sexual prejudice as well he was called a nigger faggot by the pigs. Who picked him up for public drunkenness and disorderly conduct. We kept a Nazi in the closet. Odin and me raped him every night, we shoved dildos and dicks in every orifice that pleased us at the moment. We popped and made love. When the Nazi skinhead spoke wrongfully, and called us niggers or faggots or whatever we would commit some horrible atrocity to him. One night when we were good and drunk, y’know really pissed we strapped him to a chair and forced a dildo into his ass as we cut off his eyelids, and put a tape of barney on repeat and kept him there for a couple of hours after we util we regained consciousness and put him back into the closet or fed him or something. The Nazi skinhead scum’s name was Wolfgang. He had grown up in west Virginia in a family associated with the KKK. His father, a strong preacher of the truth of white Jesus, taught his son about how the Jews stole all the jobs with good money and killed their lord and savior white Jesus. He beat the hell out of all the smaller children in his school, then joined the Aryan brotherhood at the age of 17. He tried to stab Odin once. Odin broke every one of his fingers and toes. He then locked him in his Closet. That is were Wolfgang has lived ever since he was 21. Odin’s a relatively well know man in the community because he pretty much is the black community, and one of the few openly gay members of the community, he was well know for his arrest record and his alcoholism. Odin is the strongest man I’ve ever met. Odin’s hated by the local church for his homosexuality and most people in town are afraid that he’s going to break into their houses, because of the color of his skin. Odin had met me three years prior at a star trek convention. I dressed up as Spock and Odin as captain Kirk. We both got kicked cuz they were like Kirk was no goddamn nigger he was a white man. And they was like yo spic go mow my fucking lawn. So we was kicked out and that’s how we met. We didn’t see nothing in those star trek geeks we were both from small hic mountain towns filled mostly with white men, so we were used to that type a shit. Motherfucking nigger die Wolfgang yelled as Odin entered the room Fucking KIKE NIGGERS he Spit on Odin and me as we walked into the house Odin had let him out of his closet today for good behavior, he was instead chained to our downstairs sofa. WHITE MOTHERFUCKER Odin yelled at the Nazi pig as he punched Wolfgang in the face until blood swirled around his face. Broken teeth twirling to the ground with big red teary eyes. Odin then yelled at Wolfgang asking him if it was true that white boys had small cocks. Wolfgang wouldn’t respond he just coughed as tears fell from his eyes. As Odin unzipped Wolfgang’s leather pants and grabbed his Genitals and smashed them against the sofa with a book that was lying on the table Screaming small cocked Nazi pig white boy skinhead shit how do you like that how do you like that. Wolfgang screamed and cried in fear and pain screaming i’m sorry I’m sorry master leave my fucking dick alone.
I laughed as Odin kissed his forehead. He said go to the fucking bedroom get that sweet lil ass ready fo me. I gota Staple this motherfuckas balls to this goddamn couch. I left the room I heard screams echoing in halls as I walked to the bedroom. I was tired of Odin and Wolfgang. I was tired of hearing his screams. At first it was fun seeing that cracker ass nazi getting the shit he deserved. It wasn’t anything drastic then small torture like butt-fucking him and fist fights. In the beginning we always gave him the chance to fight back. Now it’s just endless torture. Yah he is still redneck racist Nazi white trash, just I feel sorry for him. It scares me to see Odin doing that shit to him. He goes fucking ape. Like goddamn Charles Manson. I mean its not like he goes after any of the other racist shits in the town. You know he never goes and kicks the shit outta the racists and swine at the bar who say they is gonna get his little coon head and hang it on their wall, no always Wolfgang. It gets to be too much even for me. By the time Odin entered the bedroom the screams were louder I felt sorry for that poor shit. Odin grabbed my hairy ass and we popped some e. The next morning when I awoke Odin wasn’t beside. It was the screams that woke me up. I walked out the door, I needed a cup of coffee. I walked to the coffee shop, I hated that fucking shop. I always got weird fucking stares from the man working the register. He fucking hated Kikes like me. Every time I walked in he’d go off on some rant about how us the fucking Jews were the one who caused all the wars all the poverty, and how we are the reason all guilty convicts walk cuz they got rich kike lawyers. Hello Jason what coffee do you want his morning. Small cup coffee black. So how many rapists did you and your dirty money free today Jason, room for cream he laughed. What the fuck did you just say. You heard me kike. You heard me Faggot you degenerate perverted Mexican kike. I reached into my pocket and drew my knife as I jumped onto the counter and slit the bastards throat. I walked out of the shop as the clerk was gagging on blood and falling to the ground. I smiled at a little girl drinking her hot chocolate with her mother, they both were screaming reaching for their cell phones. I had snapped I knew I wasn’t going to get out of this. I went back to my apartment to find Odin fucking Wolfgang. It was different this time though. I knew they both enjoyed it. I saw Wolfgang kissing Odin on the chest caressing him moving his lips downward… I attacked them both in blind rage with my bloodied knife. I dropped the knife as Odin and Wolfgang screamed crying calling me a dirty kike Mexican. I smiled at the both of them, and fled the scene. I read in the papers that the police were going door to door to question people about the killing of the coffee shop clerk. The police entered the room saw a black and a white man naked drenched in blood and immediately shot the black man. Odin was also blamed for the murder of the clerk. The report states that a black male was accused of breaking into a white man’s house and then raping and killing a white male in his twenties. There was no further investigation. The police didn’t even look to see who actually owned the house. I was tired of the racist pigs I had lived with I felt no remorse for Odin or Wolfgang, both racists. Odin’s hate for white people and Asians and Wolfgang’s hate for Jews, Latinos and black people. They were a perfect pair of pigs. I had been suspicious about their Sadomasochist relationship for some time. They beat each other for sexual stimulation. I have no idea how two people full of as much hate for the others race could actually have a relationship with each other. As Odin was coughing up blood crying on the floor he had the balls to tell me that he loved Wolfgang. Odin that was not even his real name, it was his damn ego, he believed himself to be as strong as a god. I found my life to improve after I left that city. I moved to California. I didn’t see the same hate for Latin Americans there. It was still their, just not as pronounced or explicit it was more underhand like odd stares, and people pondering about whether or not I was an illegal immigrant. Rednecks tried to pick me up in the trucks they told me they got work for my people. I knew he was going to drive me to border patrol. The way people talked to me was weird too. They talked down to me. They spoke slower and louder like I was a child or an old dog. Before I even spoke people thought my English would be fragmented and spoken with a heavy Spanish accent. No one would admit to be racist here it was even worse. They all thought they were “down” with me and the cause. They assumed just because I was Latin American I was an illegal immigrant with no money and family still trying to cross the border. God I’m almost a fucking defense lawyer my family came to this country decades ago. When I’m driving in my old Mercedes the cops always pull me over they talk extra slow and ask me how I got the car and how long I’ve been in the country. They assumed I stole the car. I got that car from my dead corpse grandma. I’ve found a nice apartment with this Latina girl and her boyfriend they’re letting me stay for cheap because here boyfriend is going to law school, and wants to know what its like. I work at the local grocery store now, at least until the end of summer when I’m going back to college. Its funny how Racism works you thinks only the white people who hate you for the color of your skin but its every body. All different types of people judge me before I talk to them. They all talk slow and think I’m form out of country. When I think about all the horrible things me and Odin did it makes me sick. I was a monster. I raped and tortured a man. I said it was right cuz he was a racist, but I realized I was the one committing the horrible crime, I tortured him and I hated all white people I met afterWolfgang. I prejudged all white people and assumed them to be Nazi’s, Wolfgang influenced how I felt about all white people. Still I’m glad that asshole is dead. After a summer In California I returned to Law School it was my last year as a student there. The next day I attended an anti-immigration rally in the center of the town, just to see their reaction to me.. Spic Spic wetback get back ta your goddamn country three big rednecks yelled, two in front of me one behind me, firing a barrage of bullets into me screaming they took our jobs you beaners took our jobs. When I awoke I was in a hospital bed the doctors told me the rednecks after shooting me, killed themselves and burned down city hall, lighting themselves on fire and running naked screaming they took our jobs. The doctors informed me I would never move anything below my neck again, I would never even speak again.